I want to sleep!

I'd really like to sleep now, but all I did was tossed and turned. I don't know what's going on. A few days ago I was so tired I almost fell asleep knitting at 7 pm, and now I'm yearning for my body pillow and some shut eye.

I've had this dream twice in the past two weeks. I don't know what it means, and I'm not exactly sure if I want to know. I dreamt that I took my second geology exam and got another bad grade on it. I then sought out a study group in my class. The students I was studying with were two girls that I graduated from high school with that I didn't really speak to very much. Then they get all snarky with me by questioning my intelligence and making smart ass comments like, "So I guess now we're you're friends when you want a good grade." What?

Maybe it's because I feel ridiculously stupid about the grade that I got. Most of you know or at least vaguely know what's been going on, and I'm thinking maybe that has something to do with it. Hell, I don't know. I do know that I will be meeting with my prof. tomorrow morning to discuss it. He wants to check my class notes and the essay that I wrote for the test (that was discarded along with everyone else's). My notes are over the top. If that's one thing I'm good at, it's note taking. He's going to take one look at my notes and tell me the same thing he did last semester, "There should be no reason why you didn't get an A." I can hear him saying it already. He knows what's going on. I informed him the minute we found out about Adam's Mom, but maybe he's forgotten. I'm not asking for any kind of leniency, but maybe he can understand where I'm coming from better. Fuck all. I don't know.

And that chick from the geochem lab never e-mailed me back after I e-mailed her twice. Dammit! Maybe I'll just e-mail her boss again.

Blahbity blah blah.